Let’s be honest, 2017 as a year was… a bit shit. Too much hate-filled terrorism, too much idiocy-filled Brexit, too much asshole-filled Trump… even the celebrity deaths looked a bit shit compared with the previous year (RIP David Bowie and Alan Rickman). Not to mention that The Last Jedi was also…a bit shit. (Sad, but true. Feel free to fail to convince me otherwise below…)
But this isn’t the “a bit shit” blog. (Quiet at the back.)
I’ve had a poem saved in drafts for over two years now. It’s about feeling low in the new year (“the calendar moves on/ I remain still”)… it’s not going to get published here this year either. It’s just not what I want to share. Life is “a bit shit” enough without me releasing my faintly whiffy poetry into the air. It would be as welcome as a fart at a funeral. (As I’m fairly sure Geoff Le Pard would/has put it!)
I’m also not one of those annoyingly cheerful positive types. I know some of my American readers lap that stuff up, but us Brits don’t really go in for that either.
Modesty.
Awkwardness.
Self-deprecation.
Those are our “life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness” equivalents.
I digress.
So… a middle way. A smidge of positivity, without the odour of negativity. A sustainable, splash-free course through the swirling turd-hills of terror, Brexit, Trump, #this-year’s-evil…
In terms of my poetry, things are starting to move along… I have joined a supportive poetry collective, DIY Poets… I will continue to attend open mics (am back to The Cave next week)… I have a brief slot supporting the brilliantly funny poet John Hegley in March… I got my first publishing credits last year (in a charity collection – Diverse Verse – and then in a wonderful local Christmas ‘zine through Mud Press)… I have collated poetry for at least three different collections I intend to self-publish (pending me arranging some cover art)… I hope to soon be sharing a few videos of my poems on youtube…
In terms of my other writing, I am currently developing an idea I have for a sitcom, and am trying to get to grips with screenwriting… I may even go back to a novel I started in 2016… plus some unfinished business with drafts of a handful of children’s picture books…
A few different options!
So… back to grabbing 2018 by the balls (or throat, if you prefer a more violent but less sexual image)…
I have volunteered to help organise the Nottingham Poetry Festival in April. I will be the official blogger in the build-up to and during the festival. What this means in reality, I can’t yet tell you (not because it’s secret, but because I don’t yet know either!), but when the call went out for people to help a month ago, I took an afternoon off work, got the tram into Nottingham, sucked in my gut, and said to a room-full of strangers “err…anything I can do?”
I am very excited about this one!
I hate “takeaways” (unless being used in the British sense of food delivered to your door, obviously), but if there is a takeaway from this, it’s just this:
When whatever-your-thing-in-2018 sends a call out for people to help (and it will)
– Get on the bus/ tram/ boat/ unicycle
– Suck in your gut
– Say “err… is there anything I can do to help?…”
To your success!
…and what balls, he has… I am thrilled to see/hear about all the participation in the world of poetry. Looking forward to the You Tube channel with poetry, I don’t think I am subscribed to any such channel as of yet, so this would be a good thing. Keep up the good work and yes, you can count on me for the positive energy for which I am known AND cheerleading whenever necessary. If you want something more violent, I could arrange to put my hands around your throat… but that could get to be habit forming..
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Haha! Thanks for the offer, but I live in violence… or at least the Tom and Jerry version 🙂
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Happy New Year matey! And here’s to 2018 and having lots of festival fun (I’m going to be involved in supporting Newark Book Festival in July through Fosseway Writers, we’re gonna have an official stand and everyfink). We’ve also got Leanne to judge our poetry comp and I hope to catch up with you in the cave next week (I may bring my dodgy knee poem where I contrive a rhyme with “Lawrence Dallaglio” – whether the ‘dodgy’ applies to my knee or the poem is entirely up to the reader).
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Dallaglio is an under-used word on the poetry circuit – look forward to that one! The Book Festival sounds fun too. Official stands, eh… Who woulda dreamt of the day you’d be manning an official stall…
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Good luck with your poetry in 2018 sounds like you’ll be busy 😀
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Cheers Richard… hope so! Will try and get myself back Walsall way soon too 🙂
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It warms my cockles to read that poetry is so enthusiastically embraced over there. Brexit will surely keep out the uncultured and it will be like the good old days once more. We Americans cling to our frothy bits of nonsense and it’s only getting worse, we are dealing with the White House mafia, please cut us some slack. I adore poetry slams, they are a deep dark secret here but can be found if one is willing to risk it. Happy New Year Al.
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Thanks Holly… there is a huge local poetry scene here in Nottingham. I’m only recently finding out just how huge! I have no idea if this is representative of anything, but it sure feels like a good fit for where I need to be right now. Enjoy the risky temptation of those deep dark secret slams! (More frothy, crowd-pleasing nonsense coming up from me no doubt in 2018 too 🙂 )
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Enjoy, I envy and want to be among the Nottingham poetry scene! 🙂
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You’d go down a bomb over here, guaranteed!
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lol! I like that! 🙂
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Reblogged this on Graeme Sandford and commented:
Al Lane tells it as it is –
and a support slot to John Hegley
is a biggie. Yay! Here’s to Al in 2018! G:)
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Cheers Graeme… small steps, but lots of them. That’s my way!
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Exciting news! It sounds like you will be busy with all sorts of good things. Now I need to figure out how to come over in April for the poetry festival! I love the British equivalents of life liberty and the pursuit of happiness. Americans aren’t all that happy anyway, maybe if we adopted a more level headed approach… 🙃 Anyway, wishing you an awkward, modest 2018 but not a self deprecating one! ❤️
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Haha, thanks Meg! That would be so awesome if you could come over… I’d even park the self-depracation for an hour… or at least until the beer kicked in!
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Well now this just sounds like too much fun! Off to research flights! 😀
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well of course it will be an utter disaster but it will be your disaster; all the best, of course and do keep us appraised of the date. Btw, great act to support – a real fav of mine.
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I think a reasonable new year’s resolution – for those who partake of such trifles – would be to aim for a NEW disaster every year. That is my goal!
I’ve been lucky enough to catch John Hegley a couple of times… he’s a class act, all round. Last time I saw him, everything went wrong backstage with the mic/speakers… he made it into a strength, and the audience were soon crying with laughter
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I saw him in Edinburgh a couple of years ago. Just fab
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He inspired me to try learning the ukelele… I can pay no higher compliment! (Of course, I never actually got around to it, but the uke looks pretty by the fireside…)
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A real talent
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Good for you, Al, it sounds as though you have got a lot of good stuff going on this year! I am looking forward to seeing videos of you ‘live at the mic.’ 🙂
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Cheers Judy… hoping that won’t be too long!
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Thanks for being positive without being preachy and over-the-top. I think I may not be an American at all. I don’t match up to the description. But really, what description do I match with? None, really. I’m all over the place. Best of luck to you with all your exciting endeavors! And here’s hoping 2018 is an enormous improvement over 2017! 🙂
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When you say you’re all over the place, you mean that as a negative… I don’t see it that way! Then again, I’ve never been able to focus on any one thing for too long. Too many options, too many interesting rabbit holes to follow… it’s just the sign of a curious mind, right? Plus, every good writer needs to feel like an outsider. It’s what keeps us detached, allows us to observe… if we felt like we were part of the club, we’d just be enjoying our time in the club, and not making the most of our gifts… It’s the blessing/curse of writing!
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Thank you for this. It is a very different perspective than what goes on in my head… and I think it’s a much better one! 🙂
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Perspective is everything… From my perspective, I’m the best looking guy in the room.. And the best dancer… It’s just a shame I’m the only one in the room right now!
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Hm… I suppose I could say the same thing at the moment. Until my daughter gets home from school. 🙂
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Our children always dance rings around us. It’s not a fair competition 😀
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Even a brief slot supporting John Hegley is mega, super, glam, fab, and awesome. You’ve certainly been busy, and seem to have loads planned for 2018. Well done Al and good luck.
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Thanks Peter. Not sure any poetry performance counts as glam, but appreciate the sentiment! I am more than a little excited about that one… 😀
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Looks like an exciting year ahead for you, Al! Gutsy. Ballsy. Good luck, enjoy, perform. I’m struggling with the positivism of some people as well, now that I live in the US. But, I can always blame my “saying it as it is” on my European roots. And, who can be positive anyway, with Trump in charge? Happy New Year and cheers to positive change. 🙂
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I always enjoy the sunrise more than the midday sun… modest amounts of positivity, and the not-yet-fulfilled potential, just seem more poetic, more beautiful… And we need all we can get in a world where Trump is in power…
Happy New Year to you too, and to finding those changes! xxx
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I loved the update, and I’m thrilled that your talent is getting out there. I look forward to reading more of your poems. You are brilliant and you are what the world needs right now.
All the best to you and your family,
Jo-Ann
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Aw thanks Jo-Ann. I am getting out there, slowly, at least … 😀
Have a wonderful new year! xxx
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Excellent, Al. I’m glad you sucked in your gut and err…asked. As far as us “cheery to the point of annoying Americans” (ha ha)… we have to be in order not to sink into the pit of Trumpian despair. It’s a matter of life and death, literally, since it’s impossible to go anywhere and not risk getting shot. *Sigh*
Wishing you a wonderful New Year with many successes upon the stage of life. Happy Writing!
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Blogging has really changed my view of Americans, for the better. There are good people everywhere… We tend to be the ones not holding guns!
Thank you, D. Happy new year to you and yours xxx
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I’m glad you’ve gained a better opinion of some of us. Ha ha. For myself, blogging has made me want to cross the ocean… someday.
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Blogging is cheaper than flying… But feeds the desire to explore ! 😀
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A screenplay? Oh, I’m looking forward to that, Al. It’s something I’d like to get involved in but never had any idea how to. Don’t laugh, but I’ve always wanted to write an episode of Emmerdale. It’s an idea that never wants to go away. It’s always in my head and is one of the first things I think about whenever I wake up. I can’t seem to get rid of it.
Good luck with your goals. I’m sure you’ll be winning the golden balls award. 😀
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Haha! Thanks Hugh. If that’s your goal, then why not give it a try? TV shows are always looking for scriptwriters, and for long running shows with regular episodes their demands are high…
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It’s a thought, Al. I guess contacting the makers themselves is the best idea. However, I’ve never written a script before. Where did you learn screenplay? Any recommendations?
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I found How to Write for Television, by William Smethurst, to be a great introduction. I found it by accident in my library, and after several renewals decided to buy a copy for myself! There are more complex screenwriting guides out there, but if you are specifically interested in TV writing you can’t go wrong with this one 😀
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Thanks, Al. I had a look on Amazon and see that there are several editions of the book. Which one do you have? I’ll go with that and put it in my basket on Amazon.
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Mine is the 6th edition. The book contains contact details for production companies, TV companies etc, so would be worth getting the most recent edition if there is another one!
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Thanks, Al. There’s now a 7th edition. It’s in my Amazon cart. 😀
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Excellent! Hope you find it useful 🙂
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LOVE the positivity and drive! Mega!
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Thank you! Keeping that positivity going is already proving a challenge… January is the suck-iest month!
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So true … but January is marmalade making season and February is just around the corner! Woooop!
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Do you know, I don’t think I’ve ever tried marmalade… Which is strange, as I’m a huge Paddington fan! 😀
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So many goals! I love how your life is just filled it seems with poetry. I have been playing with a Youtube channel too, I’d rather watch though then perform I think!! I haven’t tried to perform, on my bucket list this year as well as publish a poetry book my first time!! I wish i could hear some of the poets you are talking about. I just heard of Kate Temptest and she is from England and her slam poetry gives me goosebumps.
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Hi Daisy! I opened a door inside me to this creative side a couple of years back, and each year more flows through that doorway… The ultimate goal is to actually make a living from this, but to do that it needs various steps…hence all the goals, I guess. I suffer from a lack of focus in this area! Good luck with your journey. Sounds like this could be a springboard year for you! xxx
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aww that’s so inspiring to me. I appreciate your kind words! Yes it really feels like I’ve finally found the right path.
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This makes me very glad for you ♥
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Hi Al! 2016 and 2017 were horrible years for me, but I had a great feeling about 2018 and so far, it’s been a wonderful year. I see you’re making the best of 2018 also. Good for you! You have lots of fun and exciting activities coming your way––so busy! I wish you all the best with all your plans! This is going to be an exciting year for poetry!
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Thanks, Vashti… the Poetry Festival thing didn’t work out, sadly, but am still working on the rest of it… like a shark, always trying to move forward! ❤
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It wasn’t meant to be. That’s the right spirit, my friend! ❤
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